.... and i think if i've got these guys beyond me right now, i will jump on them and beat them down !!! Grrrrrrrrr !!!
This month, they broke for the second time my rear-view mirror. In fact, each time they saw me came out from my home, they try to submit me and there is reprisals on my car during the night.
I refused to play the nice girl, said "Hello Guys", or be smily. I ignore them and pass as someone who doesn't fear of them. Without an agressive attitude, just like someone quiet, who doesn't paid attention to them but with my head up. I refused to pass with my eyes looking my feet, like all the europeans does.
Yesterday, i've got rendez-vous with my home gals to go to theater. I was very well-turned as i used to do after work. So i cross my street to catch my car. As always the drug dealer gang was on the street. They hate white women independant. They watch too much porn movies with little white women who got sodomy with 2 arabs. So they think, us, european women must have a submissive attitude. What ??? SUBMISSION ? What's that world ???? Not in the Big Mama vocubalary !!! I only have a submissive attitude beyond love and intelligence and i will not bow down beyond stupidity.
Ok, so i pass my door home to take my car, and the gang of 10 pot dealers were here. I ignore them, but i notice for the second time, the same guy who quite the gang and turn in my direction to watch what i do and to show me that he disaproves my presence. I think "Shit now, he knows where's my car"!!!
I think : ok this is the new guy who think that i'm a danger for him and need to show his dissaprobation for the lone fact that i'm a lone girl on the street, be white, who drives a car, and well-turned : a real offense for modern muslim who deal drugs !!! Assholes !!!
How they could affirm to be real men when they are unsetled by a woman who cross the street beyond a gang of 10 guys !!!! ????? WTF !!!!! This is a non sense !!!
Ok, so to show they hate me, during the night they broke my windscreen ! And it cost 230 € I'm so fuckin pissed off !!! What courageous men !!!! What brave men !!!
I hope my assurance will be ok to paid a good part of the price. I've got rendez-vous with a garage saturday morning just before quite for the rockabilly festival !!!! GRRRRRR !!!! If assurance won't paid, i could'nt go to the show :(
I'm so impatient to quite the center of town for countryside !!!! I'm really not feel secure here. And i want a tasser for Christmas :)
Bye.
Ollie.